treatment? i'm open to that at this point, but i'm still super skeptical.
If I knew I needed help, why didn't I get it?! Oh right, I was worried about money and we didn't have Obamacare yet. See kids, when people working in the food industry needed medical help before Obamacare we just skipped it, because we made too much for medicaid and our employers didn't give us health insurance. I could have bought a therapist with the money I spent on alcohol, but the culture pressured me into self medicating...it is hard to explain, it is just how it seemed to work out back then. Nobody forced me to do it, but nobody encouraged me to do it another way either...