The world outside looks shallow and I don't feel smart anymore. I didn't outsmart any evil disorder like I'd pictured in my head, it drowned me two semesters and I'm trembling in it's wake. Pretty much everyone who knew and cared about it, noticed me sinking deeper and deeper. I survived and I'm scared for next time. I'd say more, but suddenly I see the prying eyes on the other side and don't feel so outgoing here. Maybe it will pass. Hope everyone has a week they can manage easily!